Today's Facebook Update

A- good night ppl~

comment: good night to you too.

B- TIME TO SLP~~~~~~~dont slp Late~ no gd for health~ *learning loving ownself*

comment: good to know.

C- i have a very bad habit which is not sleeping when i suppose to sleep and sleep when i'm not suppose to sleep!

comment: yyyup... keep it up.

D- just love the feeling of going on with life without thinking much for a short period... thanks for being my friend XD

comment: awww.. so sad.

E- my boi is pissed off..hmmm wonder why..

comment: whao! that is so informative!!

F- 都怪自己手痒。。跑去看。。结果。。竟然有点难过添。。 >?< 笨蛋！

comment: okay?

G- SOMeONe is childish enough to delete ppl including me from fb, just buzz off from my list like i'm giving a damn shit on u?

comment: get a life.

H- i think i miss you too much sometimes.

comment: get a room.

p/s: hi people :)

哎...自信心好低......

death cab for cutie

have been listening to death cab over and over again since i last got their songs from david.

addictive, indeed.

so poetic, beautiful.

transatlanticism

my ultimate favourite so far.

or should i say, from the beginning.

like an aging wine, soften through time.

brings a different feeling every time i listen to it.

we even sang to it on the way back from kuantan.

it was great. but too depressing for zhi lin (haha)

'kay.. it is sort of a depressing song anyway..

kuantan was great!

the beach, the environment, the pool, the food, Wii, the booze, the games, optimus primes and devastators.

last but not least, the people..

yea......

we will definitely miss road trips like this after college. :)

cheers,

you gay devastators. :D

幸福

有你......

不爽！！！！！

坏消息

他：＂...... 我活不过三十 ......＂

you will shelter me, my love. and i will shelter you.

'kay, so..

sister is in scotland.

4th day.

dear dajie,

dont flatter yourself,

but i hid in the room and sobbed myself to sleep that night.

and um.. the next morning as well.

hah. :D

college? not bad.

ehhm! great. :)

assignments? torturous.

friends? miss them.

brother? growing (physically).

younger sister? same old 'so po'.

Happy belated birthday, eddy!

11 september,

sorry i was late...

sorry i didn't get to sing you the 'happy birthday' song.

didn't get to see you blow your candles and cut your cake.

didn't get to see the look on your face when you lay your hands on your brand new psp.

only to imagine how happy you look through mum's descriptions.

i couldn't bring myself to watch the video dajie recorded.

couldn't...

only to wish i was there...

anyways.

happy belated 11th birthday, again.

have a great one!

oh ya.

miss you, jie...

End of the Break

sem break has finally come to an end.

there were some ups and downs,

but overall it was great.

looking forward to the next semester.

looking forward to our story, as well... :)

Happy 21st birthday, jie!

Good luck in Scotland!

The City Lights

Happy birthday! xx

i miss not having to care about the things i say;

i miss not having to care about the stuff i do;

and the words i choose;

not worrying if you would leave...

i miss you babe. ;(

anyways, have a great birthdayy yea!

awwww.... haha.. :)

Bittersweet Symphony

phone call at 3 am.

your sweet sweet voice filled my ears

there's no place for us, my dear.

there's no room for us in this world.

fall the last time.

stand on your own.

i miss you still

but there is no room for us.

no room for us.

sleep and wake up to a better day.

that's my wish for you.

take care...

p/s: photography class was fun.

(credited to zhi lin)

Life or No Life?

Here's a thought. How do you judge someone whether they are living life or not?

Well, it's common to hear people commenting here and there on how a person live his/her life. If you have tons of free time, and you're having fun all the time, they will say you have a life. However, if you are busy even on sundays, you are considered to have no life. Think about it. Does it even make sense?

I think life or no life, is the person him/herself to judge.

If a person is doing what he/she wants, even being busy 24/7 or sleep 24/7, she is living her days. And that's life to him/her. You see people begging on the streets, homeless or whatever. If that is the occupation of their choice, hey, they're living life, Their life.

What is no life then? If accounting is the last thing you wanna do in life, and you're an accountant. Well, you do the math.

Happy birthday, mummy. xx

for blue, blue skies.

绕圈圈

当某人对你的态度有所变化，

查不出问题，

是自我反省的时候。

当自己也没问题的时候，

那... ...

别再绕圈圈了。

他,

有问题。

你嫉妒，

一次、一次侵犯。

伤了我... ...

太多。

所以我并不会担心。:)

麻木了。

小妹，该醒了。

到最后，只剩下两个字－

自私。

忘了上一次的痛。

was complaining about how tightening and stapling the canvas onto the frame was hurting my hands.

he told me that i should have brought it to college

so that they can help me out.

i said 'i've forgotten how painful it was the last time.'

that brought me thinking..

all of us go through the same thing.

physically or mentally.

situation 1:

a woman, gave birth to her first child,

swearing she wont have a second one.

well, because of the pain.

two years later, she goes into labour,

again.

situation 2:

a man.

when He was half passed a boy,

She cheated on Him.

He left.

few months later,

She cheated with Him on Her boyfriend at the time.

which was the one She was cheating with when She was with Him.

He left.

2 years later,

He found someone new.

She came back.

the new girl left.

He went back to Her.

He left...

situation 3,

a girl.

thought she found someone,

turns out she was a rebound.

she left.

few months later,

she met someone.

thought it was real this time.

she was a rebound.

again.

to get something done,

we go through the same shit every single day.

to find happiness,

we won't stop trying no matter how bad it hurts.

strange.

but i guess this is how it works...

烦。

结局？

越磨越黑－

应该放手了。

心凉，心碎，心疼。

自己－

好恶心。