小妹，该醒了。

到最后，只剩下两个字－

自私。

忘了上一次的痛。

was complaining about how tightening and stapling the canvas onto the frame was hurting my hands.

he told me that i should have brought it to college

so that they can help me out.

i said 'i've forgotten how painful it was the last time.'

that brought me thinking..

all of us go through the same thing.

physically or mentally.

situation 1:

a woman, gave birth to her first child,

swearing she wont have a second one.

well, because of the pain.

two years later, she goes into labour,

again.

situation 2:

a man.

when He was half passed a boy,

She cheated on Him.

He left.

few months later,

She cheated with Him on Her boyfriend at the time.

which was the one She was cheating with when She was with Him.

He left.

2 years later,

He found someone new.

She came back.

the new girl left.

He went back to Her.

He left...

situation 3,

a girl.

thought she found someone,

turns out she was a rebound.

she left.

few months later,

she met someone.

thought it was real this time.

she was a rebound.

again.

to get something done,

we go through the same shit every single day.

to find happiness,

we won't stop trying no matter how bad it hurts.

strange.

but i guess this is how it works...

烦。

结局？

越磨越黑－

应该放手了。

心凉，心碎，心疼。

自己－

好恶心。